The only way to accurately appraise a reality, especially one that has stopped being able to support your projections & thereby collapsing a projection of future – is to map what is & acknowledge the Divine elements it originated from. To have a wide enough of a perspective that can carry the opposites without fragmenting into binaries.
Gratitude is not so much about positivity and bypassing what’s unpleasant as it is to establish the benevolent organizing principle of life & events. It’s the polar opposite of shame in that it brings us back into time while taking us out of our personal narratives about time. It allows for us to see evidence of love even as we feel its opposite.
It’s a way to break things down without breaking them apart, a way to shift the vantage point without decontextualizing. A way to see the bigger picture without being overwhelmed by it. It’s a way to expose the falsehood in the internal shame commentaries without invalidating the experience of it.
In short, it’s to witness the underlying structure to the present moment that is impervious to corrupt intentions & forceful actions. The eternal presence that is the bedrock of existence & from which springs inner stillness as well as creative momentum. It’s to find something to connect to when all else collapses under the weight of a burdened focus. A way to release thoughts without losing the function they were fulfilling.
Gratitude allows for an existence that doesn’t depend on you to make it ideal or worth it. It allows us to access the meaning & value that is innate to existence even as we feel meaningless & worthless.